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this space is a quiet corner of the internet, a place where art takes many forms: from drawings and paintings to music, crochet, games, and silly thoughts. it´s not meant to impress, but to express: a collection of moments, creations, and reflections that feel deeply human. here, beauty is not measured by perfection, but by sincerity. each post is a glimpse into the endless ways we try to understand and shape the world (by the eyes of a girl who deeply loves and hates her feelings) and, in doing so, understand ourselves.
i have always been shy, yet always bound to art, especially through writing. but i think we are all afraid of expressing ourselves, afraid of being truly seen. there is a strange comfort in anonymity, as if not being recognized makes the weight of existence lighter. for so long i felt i would never find my place anywhere, feeling completely alone, misplaced, almost transparent. i tried to please, to soften myself, though it often felt like i was made of glass
through bullying, fear, sh, even abuses, i never let go of who i was. it was never negotiable, even when it hurt to be the "wierd girl.” over time, i began to see a quiet beauty in this strangeness: not only in myself, but in others. and maybe this is what i want to share, and to receive: emotions, fragility, and everything that makes us vulnerable. everything that makes us wierdos lol.
gallery
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about and why anonymity?
even the sweetest hearts carry shadows, desires that never see the light, thoughts that drown before they are born. in anonymity, these cracks find refuge: nothing needs to be said, nothing needs to be seen, and yet, they exist. perhaps purity is not the absence of darkness, but the courage to keep it in silence. it is in this space between imagining and acting that our humanity lives — fragile, contradictory, melancholy.
even in silence, these shadows shape us, reminding us of the depth of feeling, the delicacy of existing. to be loved is to be seen, and we are not always ready to be loved for who we truly are, or for what we create. yet there is a desire for freedom, to reveal ourselves, to not remain anonymous. it is in this wish to exist without fear, to experience the strange and different within us, that progress lies. anonymity protects us, but it also teaches us: every step toward being seen is a step toward our own fragile humanity.
perhaps we are not exactly hiding, just not fully ready yet. there is a quiet hesitation, an intimate preparation before showing ourselves completely. yet there is a deep love for human vulnerability, for the power to feel intensely and sincerely. to love being sensitive, to embrace every emotion without disguise, is to recognize our own humanity. it is in this balance between the fear of being revealed and the desire to be seen that we learn courage: the courage to exist authentically, even with all the shadows and fragilities we carry.
diary
in the diary section, you will find fragments of my inner world: poems, everyday thoughts, personal venting, and questions that linger in my mind. these are small records of a life felt deeply, of what sometimes cannot fit into ordinary words. a space to observe the ordinary with sensitivity, to embrace raw emotions, and to reflect on what it means to exist.
OCs
meet my characters ⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊✩°｡⋆˚⁺
i don’t have many characters yet, but maybe that’s a fun way to pressure myself to draw, paint, and write all their lore. each little character is a universe waiting to be explored, and every sketch or story is an excuse to dive into that creative chaos. i promise that, even with few OCs, they’ll try to be as complicated and interesting as real life (or at least as wierd as me lol.)
big fan off
i also like some animes and mangas, but honestly, it’s been a while since i watched something new. still, a few have always stayed with me: evangelion, good night punpun, homunculus, violet evergarden, and of course, all the studio ghibli films.
guestbook
if u want to ask me something, share a thought, or just chat, this is the place. feel free to leave your words, everything is welcome here, and every message is like a small meeting in the internet. click here ↓